im back from training.
pretty tired...not only am i the only girl today,but i am the only chinese.ok.another 2 came later.bt tt didnt reali make much of a diff to the race ratio either.been thinking whether I shd have started this sport.its really not easy.and the committment is heavy...hiaz.felt quite demoralized today.the 2 other guys with me did like better than me.and the coach had 2 stop once in a while to correct my footwork and stance.coach said i muz loosen up and not be so stiff.ok.maybe i shdnt compare with them since they started slightly earlier n the fact tt they are guys...=( intially it was ok.but im starting 2 feel a little uneasy after 2day.mainly becoz :

1) there are v few girls. so far i have only seen one other girl during trainings.or more like woman
2) the fact tt the ppl there are so fit.ppl who bench-press 85kilos,ppl who do 98 situps in 90 seconds,ppl who do pullups like there's no tomorrow.
3)then there's the culture shock.i realize tt malay guys are totally diff from chi guys.they way they speak and act.no offence la.they r very nice guys.juz need to get used to it i guess.mingy u will understand rite.haha.

wth.i cant give up right now.no.i muz hang in there.learn something and learn it well is the bare minimum.=( sorry for whining and moping around.lol.