nian's bday celebration

as usual, I was late.haha.so is leeting.today is not nian's bday but we r only celebrating today.whee.=) original itinery: wanted to go tanning at cafe del mar.but.we ate at sakae for lunch since cafe del mar's food was super ex and not v worth it to eat lunch there.and then, no sun was up.argh...irritating.we didnt really manage to tan but juz chill there lah.some guy said: "hello ladies,care to join us for fribee? or are u too busy with tanning.n of coz, we refused coz we r afraid of flying objects and would rather tan.even though there is like no sun.lol.super funny la.i miss u girls so much.hiaz.things havent been going fine for me lately.=( tanning session next week.i hope.i really really wana treasure wad i have now.hiaz.i feel so lonely.so superficial.so wadeva.damnit.

dunno y but i felt like super sad when i got home. maybe coz its the withdrawal symptoms frm parting with my girls.i juz wanted to talk to someone.so i told my mum about it.but she totally misunderstood and i was juz so disappointed tt i juz broke down.this sucks.i tink ive been bottling up all my unhappiness for a week, and everything juz burst.but.after crying for like an hour or so, i have no tears left.actually, i felt so much better la.like let everything out.lol.n i think im overreacting.or maybe im too sensitive.i think im really v emotionally unstable recently.always have ups and downs.lol.n after talking to a particular person, ive decided tt im being quite rubbish la.juz hafta wait and see lor.juz try my best to make myself happy.if its really liddat, den forget it la.its just two weeks. wads more impt is to focus on studies now.dun let tis kinda stuff affect me.argh. Ale Koh please cheer up....

dragonboat training

jieru gave me both her anatomy practical and theory books! yay.i feel so luccky.haha.coz shes not charging me for them but the other seniors are charging.plus her books r like brand new.muz be she nv study n take notes.the books are freaking thick.i bet i wont really use them tt much.i think anatomy is gonna be hard sia.hiaz.but physio definitely the most sucky.coz lecturer isnt gd.grrrh..=(

went for dragonboat training with nurse in the evening.together wif nadia frm physio as well.we r like the only 3 PT/OT ppl.lols.feel abit old.anw,trg was quite ok la.run like duno how many rounds for 30min.but i dont feel breatheless or tired.so i guess it isnt much.the only thing was my blister.damn.=( lucky it didnt burst.nw my thighs r aching.trg ytr.trg 2day,trg tmr.omg.tis is killing me.db seems really fun la but i mite nt have da time.duno if nurse will join.nurse will prob beat the rest la.shes future captain sia.=( anw, they made us do tis funny intro thingy.stand in 2 lines n shake hands n introduce urself to another person.and theres like 100 ppl in db at least.and its non-stop.felt really weird la.i feel like some celebrity giving autographs or smtg.super funny.nurse still down there socializing.den slow down the whole queue.haha.my blister quite pain.so decided to cab home.yayness to cabs.haha.

ok.i gotta go study le.i duno whether i shd join db since i alrdy train 3 times a week.unless cut down on trg for boxing la.trg frm mon to fri is like siao.dun nd study liao.and with the crazy stuff to memorize, i tink i better think carefully.dang dang dang.

classouting!

had claz outing at vivocity rooftop.lols.almost the whole class went.=))) yayness.supposed to go ECP.but it rained.plus its like so damn far.so went vivocity rooftop have picnic instead.lol.play alot of dumb games n ate alot of rubbish.quite glad tt the claz got to know each other better. like we dont just stick to the same cliques but also talk n communicate with da rest of the claz.hope the entire claz can hav a great time together the nxt 3 yrs.really hope no politics or wadsoeva arises.ok.im a pessimist.haha.hope we can bond well too.yay!.OT2 rawks.=)

had SAOT orientation in school today.quite fun la.haha.i was late for like 20min though.haha.saw chuwen frm zhss and surprisingly frm mj as well.wad a coincidence.got books frm seniors so i need not spend 100 bucks for my txtbks.=) yea man. anyways, thanks but no thanks to haitun for talking about me.i do not entertain u can.u entertain urself.ha.but ok la.i appreciate u la.my one and only bee tan.
and to my girls, im sorry that i nv join u all for clubbing today.its juz tt i li dont feel like clubbing right now la and plus im having some problems with my mum.argh.maybe in june la.sorry sorry.=(

took this pic of Hafiz after training.there r better ways to get ppl to stare at u ok.haha.=p im pissed with myself during training today.why do i hav tis psychological barrier? I find it hard to hit ppl. esp ppl i noe.shit la.fucking pissed with myself.n its not coz im a girl.kas can do it.so y cant i.i dont want to let coach down.hiaz..but i feel im not ready to compete yet...at least not till i get over this.

happpy birthday kapila =)

impromptu celebration of one of my new classmate's bday ytr outside tutorial claz coz we just found out frm the class list frm the clazlist n juz happened to be near four leaves bakery in the campus.oh.and guess wad.i am the class rep.i feel so bad la.i didnt even type the class list can.i hope i can be a good and responsible class rep etc.lol.claz outing nxt mon.hope it will b a success...oh, tun if u r reading: i hav 2 clazzmates who noe u frm SAC pri.=)

Ben n Jerry's free cone day!

1st class outing.=) ben n jerry's free cone day! juz simply love b n j man.no free icecream i will still eat.haha.only 8 of us went since its like such an impromptu thing though mentioned it since the 1st day.yum.OT2 rawks.i love my class.=) really cool ppl to hangout with.plus i hav cindy in my claz! wad a lovely coincidence.i guess we r fated to be in the same claz.too bad my cousin's gf is in OT1.dont worry gal u will make new frens too.haha.so glad tt i got into course.=)

btw,in case anyone is not aware,im studying at nyp sch of healthsciences now.taking occcupational therapy.its not like we waste our jc life n go backwards to poly coz we will get a bachelors degree in the 4th year in australia n besides its a Alevel entry course.=) i think v few ppl noe abt healthsciences can.sian.i feel as though i enter a jc once again.haha.but i dont like the fact of the course being in nyp la.rawrr.1st week still quite slack.but our lecturer ytr said we will be dealing with cadevers during our practicals.(cadevers meaning dead bodies.)cool man.haha.ok.tts sick.i hope i dont puke.brings back memoriees of the horrible dissection of rat in sec 3.i think i like the psychology lecturer best.it seems the most lively.studying dead stuff juz aint my thing man...esp dead ppl.shudders.

anyway,i hope our claz will b a v bonded claz in time to come.but i can foresee that already.lol.my last week to enjoy b4 the honeymoon period is over.our seniors say that there is alot alot to study v soon.muz really work hard liao.cant be like in jc.damn.ALE KOH pls work hard!haha.

rawrrrr!

the 2 crazy ppl doing rubbish stuff.haha.i had training on monday and ting decided to meet me since she wana go eyebrow threading which was near my training grounds anyway.n tt crazy girl bought a huge toblerone.thanks.ppl were staring at us like we were psychos.i did my eyebrows too! whee!!! training was so tiring ytr.=((( Sham still said tt im fitter than some guys.thanks.i tink my stamina's decreasing.haha.i dont really like the fitness part of training.=( now im quite unsure whether to go for competition in june.it seems tt its too fast to prepare.hiaz.i dunno if im ready yet.besides i juz started this sport nt too long ago.i guess ill juz see how la.hope i can become fitter and better up till june.Coach is planning a bbq or fishing trip in indonesia or msia. really looking forward to it.=) someone's gonna teach me how to fish! haha.i bet i wont have the patience though.ill juz be the one waiting for the fish n then eating it.=p lol.

updates

havent been blogging for like zillions of years.haha.anw, ive decided to blog a little since i still dont have any work to do yet.=) class chalet was great.dunno wd happened to the rest of the guys.haha.shall not elaborate on the exotic movies we chose to watch there.haha.