shoes!

slippers from accessorize! gonna wear these to sch.dont care abt rules.ha.

shrek 3

watched shrek 3 with bee tan on sat.=)havent met up in such a long time.really miss u bee.had a great time with u watching shrek n buying the same slippers frm accessorize.lols.sorry couldnt celebrate ur bdae together with mingy n shitmin.haha.wanted to watch pirates.but coughs* pangseh.haha.its so great how we nv meet each other for like so damn long and still can still talk about stuff like theres no tmr.like still as close as ever.love u bee.we should meet more often.=)thanks for the treat at soupspoon.ohh.and its all ur fault tt i got attracted to buy those pretty slippers at accesorize! u couldnt resist also rite.ha.ohman ohman.

projectsss

the ot gang came to my hse today to do project.lols.malay project was so hilarious. nearly died laughing.man.wonder how we gonna pull it off on mon.seriously stupid elective.=( we dont learnt anything in the end.total waste of time.

im like so tired.
din do any revision etc today.n tis has been ongoing for the past week or so.damnit.
i tink i shd seriously sort my priorities.like set aside time for mugging on top of projects la.haiz.stressed sia.they finally realized tt we have yet to strike a balance btw projects n work.lols.

so so tired.so much so that i fell asleep for like 2 hours while watching part of tokyo drift after everyone left my hse.supp to watch a movie.but..so stupid.we both fell asleep at hm.so in the end, never meet,argh.-_________- haiz.damn sad...all the darn projects fault.if nt cld have enjoyed the whole day of hol.

an early day at last!

pictures from laz sunday.me and my lil sis.since she insisted n complained tt i nv put any of her pic, i shall do so..lol. today is best man.end at 3.=) wanted to watch shrek 3 den realized i promised my nyp girls to watch wif them.bahhh..
ended up renting lil miss sunshine instead.quite a funny movie.i wana watch pirates too.so wad if reviews are bad.anythin wif johnny depp is gd enuf for me.
anw, gotta go do some studying now.been feeling damn guilty after today.realized ive been slacking off n giving myself excuses coz of projects.

this laptop has a fucked up sound system.works on and off.damn irriating coz i cant sync my ipod.wad the hell...im tinkin of whether to continue learning driving again. rawrrrrr...

This is what we do during physio lectures.plus the ppl not in the pic busy snacking on M & Ms, listening to mp3 or basically stoning or talking rubbish away in our own world.Physio lect is super boring.n super not useful.Those ppl all around n infront of us pretend to listen, but acutally all not listening.haha.soon, everyone will start talking and talking among themselves...

So happy that biomechanics test is over today.though it sucked.but..at least its over! one less thing to worry about.juz when i was to celebrate, i momentarily forgot abt the tons of projects lying ahead.esp malay project.gone case sia.=x
its so gd to hav malay frens in our clique..so glad ottp is over though.oh.whaimeng's gf, peigin in my ottp project grp! wad a small world.=)

im tired after training today.lols. had sparring.=)))

i feel miserable in sch again today.=(
it seems like now is not a gd time for everyone.all my dearest girls, i really love u so so so much.u girls are still the best after everything, yes? totally agree with celest's tag.cant wait to see u babe.=( its too bad im leaving for shanghai on 11th n comin back only on 16th june.bah.after my bdae summore.darn. study study study.i need to study damn hard.n cousins wedding tis sun.shucks.duno got time study ornot.argh.
cant wait to see u.

lol.got this from bee tan's blog.duno where she got it frm.want to kill her.but nvm.since u blogged about it, i shall too.wadtheheck.haha.din wanna let anyone noe at 1st coz like so bhb.haha.plus noone buys the newpaper.i look like shit.argh.nvm.they oso didnt mention at all wad i said during the interview.only got wad the other girl said.wadeva.so biased.the reporter sux.the more pro ppl, he nv put the pic.only put some stupid quote.

Im so glad u msged me.i know tis sounds cheesy,but it means smtg to me.=)
but sumtimes i dont understand u and ur rationale of doing things.dunno what are u thinking.i guess my hopes shall not be too high.hope things will juz get better.=) whee.im loving my life now.school and all.except projects.

projects really sucks.i hate it.its so hard to meet up with so many ppl since the grp is so big.and always someone hafta take intiative to start, if not no one will.n the previous grp set such a high benchmark.damnit.

mother's day =)

yay.a great thank you to mum! love ya lots.u have done so much, sacrificed so much.really the supermum.not an understatement.anw, we made mum card, bought a cake and got her an mp3 from creative.haha.most affordable.i tink shes touched.she better be. went to church in the morning.love today's service.=) sat with alethea today.
anw,we went to the lower seletar reservoir park near my house in the early evening.its the grandopening today.its like so diff as compared to b4 it was opened for canoing and stuff.laz time nt a single soul goes there.n today it was packed.wad a huge diff.i tink watersports seems pretty cool.i signed up for the waterventure card at only $40 for 3 yrs.can rent all the equipment there at discounted rate.=) now tt i sign up 4 the card, I think i will try out more water sports in future.

saw min there.wad a coincidence.haha.she was with the nyp dragonboat ppl. man.db seems damn fun la.i would really wanna join.but then, cant hav everythin in life la.trg 4 times a wk is really too much.i still need to study n stuff. im so in love with boxing right now.it will still stay my priority la..its juz different, the kind of feeling i hv wif the guys at my club is deeper.they rly take care of me.n kas as well.they r like our big brothers.n a few litle brothers.lol.we dont feel weird being the minority gender.its nt juz trg, but so much more than tt n after tt.i regret nt getting 2 know them earlier, like in jc.shd hav started in jc.

ting's bdae celebration =)

saturday's tannning was cancelled.haha.went for movie and dinner with my girls instead.watched spiderman 3.i know,almost the whole world catched it b4 us alrdy.harry osborn is cute.haha.lol. i dont like it when spiderman turned emo.enjoyed the movie thoroughly la.all the gd flicks are coming up.=)

joycey joined us for brunch after da movie coz she watched it alrdy.we ate hongkong food.i tink its quite nice ok.who say i dont like chi food.=p went to starbucks at wisma 2 get ting's cake.happy early 19th bday darling! =) Rawrrrrr.like ur pressie? i realize u n joycie both get perfumes 4 ur bday.haha.oh.the world is so small.guess who i saw working at starbucks? tis indian girl frm my malay claz whom for some reason my claz dislikes alot.haha.shes damn loud n irritating.n she looks like a guy.irritating.

anatomy practical =D

phew! its over.finally.thought its gonna be damn stressful coz of Dr Umar.n everyone's like mugging during lunch time.lol.
but in the end, it was so totally not as we expected it will be.
She juz asked us to identify the muscles we learnt and stuff.nt like too hardcore or anything.
pectoralis major,pectoralis minor,subclavius,serratus anterior,rhomboid major,trapezius,lattissimus dorsi,teres major,brachialis,corocobrachialis,biceps brachial.yep.tts all we identified today during anatomy.
We had to work on this cadaver which was like half the chest plus 1 arm attached.
surprisingly, noone freaked out or anythin. n to my surprise, i even helped to move the cadaver and omg touch it.
everything's juz like chicken breast la.so nothing to be too afraid of.yep.tts how i convince myself tt its nt a big deal.haha.

anw, izzati and I chionged back to my hse after sch coz she wanted to take foam hearts frm my hse.haha.Az's bday today n she havent finished makin da present.lol.so cute that girl.hope all goes well for the dinner date.i love my nyp girls now.cant seem to live without them in sch.n its like our clique r in the same project for like 6 projects? haha.except for malay project then we split up...=D

cant wait to go sch tmr.lols.gotta mug now.nitez! oh.n cant wait for trg.haha.

singapore boxing

yayness to boxing.=) i wish i can box liddat.

back again in the pink of health

I am back!
not that sick anymore.BUT didnt go sch tday.
thanks to all the very concerned ppl who msged and called.haha.
went for training today. got interviewed by the newpapaper and took some photos yadda yadda.i hope nothing goes to print.=x
im so happy and u made my day! haha. hope things stay like this forever.
haha.i dunno why i feel this way.i juz enjoy ur company. lol.Ale is mad.
This is a new beginning i guess.yayness!=)

omg.anatomy practical is tmr.omg omg omg. i hope i dont pass out or anything.
nah.i wont.tt will so unglam.

i am damn sick.hiaz.lost my voice.its hoarse and disgusting.actually, im not really sick.its juz tt im allergic to tabasco sauce.wad the hell. this is damn stupid.so uncomfortable now.shall not talk for a day or two. hiaz...moral of the story: dont take too much tabasco sauce.booo....

movies!!

i cant wait to watch pirates of the caribbean.haha.got an offer to buy preview tickets with dinner.but its 28 bucks.thanks.might as well juz forget about it..=X

emotional rollercoaster

i guess the past week has been an emotional rollercoaster for me.ive experienced like all kinds of stuff.ive finally come to my senses and decided to stop dwelling on the unhappy stuff.ive come to the realization of what u really are.wad kinda character u have.and so, y shd i make myself so unhappy? all i hafta do is to juz keep a distance n not be hurt.if tis is how u wanna treat me, i will treat u the same.im glad tt ive finally pinpointed y i felt so miserable and once i move myself away frm tis, everything seems so much better.i guess im still happy after all.i cant believe i got so upset over all this crap.

i gotta be independent and this is juz one of the challenges tt will help me learn to be more independent and less attached.life's like that.its either now or later.at least i learn now, i am more prepared later.its obstacles and tough times tt strengthens ur spirit and make u more mature.i wanna tell this to a fren i juz spoke to online as well.so cheer up dearie? all is not lost for u.i have faith in u and faith that God will make a way no matter what..

nian's bday celebration

as usual, I was late.haha.so is leeting.today is not nian's bday but we r only celebrating today.whee.=) original itinery: wanted to go tanning at cafe del mar.but.we ate at sakae for lunch since cafe del mar's food was super ex and not v worth it to eat lunch there.and then, no sun was up.argh...irritating.we didnt really manage to tan but juz chill there lah.some guy said: "hello ladies,care to join us for fribee? or are u too busy with tanning.n of coz, we refused coz we r afraid of flying objects and would rather tan.even though there is like no sun.lol.super funny la.i miss u girls so much.hiaz.things havent been going fine for me lately.=( tanning session next week.i hope.i really really wana treasure wad i have now.hiaz.i feel so lonely.so superficial.so wadeva.damnit.

dunno y but i felt like super sad when i got home. maybe coz its the withdrawal symptoms frm parting with my girls.i juz wanted to talk to someone.so i told my mum about it.but she totally misunderstood and i was juz so disappointed tt i juz broke down.this sucks.i tink ive been bottling up all my unhappiness for a week, and everything juz burst.but.after crying for like an hour or so, i have no tears left.actually, i felt so much better la.like let everything out.lol.n i think im overreacting.or maybe im too sensitive.i think im really v emotionally unstable recently.always have ups and downs.lol.n after talking to a particular person, ive decided tt im being quite rubbish la.juz hafta wait and see lor.juz try my best to make myself happy.if its really liddat, den forget it la.its just two weeks. wads more impt is to focus on studies now.dun let tis kinda stuff affect me.argh. Ale Koh please cheer up....

dragonboat training

jieru gave me both her anatomy practical and theory books! yay.i feel so luccky.haha.coz shes not charging me for them but the other seniors are charging.plus her books r like brand new.muz be she nv study n take notes.the books are freaking thick.i bet i wont really use them tt much.i think anatomy is gonna be hard sia.hiaz.but physio definitely the most sucky.coz lecturer isnt gd.grrrh..=(

went for dragonboat training with nurse in the evening.together wif nadia frm physio as well.we r like the only 3 PT/OT ppl.lols.feel abit old.anw,trg was quite ok la.run like duno how many rounds for 30min.but i dont feel breatheless or tired.so i guess it isnt much.the only thing was my blister.damn.=( lucky it didnt burst.nw my thighs r aching.trg ytr.trg 2day,trg tmr.omg.tis is killing me.db seems really fun la but i mite nt have da time.duno if nurse will join.nurse will prob beat the rest la.shes future captain sia.=( anw, they made us do tis funny intro thingy.stand in 2 lines n shake hands n introduce urself to another person.and theres like 100 ppl in db at least.and its non-stop.felt really weird la.i feel like some celebrity giving autographs or smtg.super funny.nurse still down there socializing.den slow down the whole queue.haha.my blister quite pain.so decided to cab home.yayness to cabs.haha.

ok.i gotta go study le.i duno whether i shd join db since i alrdy train 3 times a week.unless cut down on trg for boxing la.trg frm mon to fri is like siao.dun nd study liao.and with the crazy stuff to memorize, i tink i better think carefully.dang dang dang.

classouting!

had claz outing at vivocity rooftop.lols.almost the whole class went.=))) yayness.supposed to go ECP.but it rained.plus its like so damn far.so went vivocity rooftop have picnic instead.lol.play alot of dumb games n ate alot of rubbish.quite glad tt the claz got to know each other better. like we dont just stick to the same cliques but also talk n communicate with da rest of the claz.hope the entire claz can hav a great time together the nxt 3 yrs.really hope no politics or wadsoeva arises.ok.im a pessimist.haha.hope we can bond well too.yay!.OT2 rawks.=)

had SAOT orientation in school today.quite fun la.haha.i was late for like 20min though.haha.saw chuwen frm zhss and surprisingly frm mj as well.wad a coincidence.got books frm seniors so i need not spend 100 bucks for my txtbks.=) yea man. anyways, thanks but no thanks to haitun for talking about me.i do not entertain u can.u entertain urself.ha.but ok la.i appreciate u la.my one and only bee tan.
and to my girls, im sorry that i nv join u all for clubbing today.its juz tt i li dont feel like clubbing right now la and plus im having some problems with my mum.argh.maybe in june la.sorry sorry.=(

took this pic of Hafiz after training.there r better ways to get ppl to stare at u ok.haha.=p im pissed with myself during training today.why do i hav tis psychological barrier? I find it hard to hit ppl. esp ppl i noe.shit la.fucking pissed with myself.n its not coz im a girl.kas can do it.so y cant i.i dont want to let coach down.hiaz..but i feel im not ready to compete yet...at least not till i get over this.

happpy birthday kapila =)

impromptu celebration of one of my new classmate's bday ytr outside tutorial claz coz we just found out frm the class list frm the clazlist n juz happened to be near four leaves bakery in the campus.oh.and guess wad.i am the class rep.i feel so bad la.i didnt even type the class list can.i hope i can be a good and responsible class rep etc.lol.claz outing nxt mon.hope it will b a success...oh, tun if u r reading: i hav 2 clazzmates who noe u frm SAC pri.=)

Ben n Jerry's free cone day!

1st class outing.=) ben n jerry's free cone day! juz simply love b n j man.no free icecream i will still eat.haha.only 8 of us went since its like such an impromptu thing though mentioned it since the 1st day.yum.OT2 rawks.i love my class.=) really cool ppl to hangout with.plus i hav cindy in my claz! wad a lovely coincidence.i guess we r fated to be in the same claz.too bad my cousin's gf is in OT1.dont worry gal u will make new frens too.haha.so glad tt i got into course.=)

btw,in case anyone is not aware,im studying at nyp sch of healthsciences now.taking occcupational therapy.its not like we waste our jc life n go backwards to poly coz we will get a bachelors degree in the 4th year in australia n besides its a Alevel entry course.=) i think v few ppl noe abt healthsciences can.sian.i feel as though i enter a jc once again.haha.but i dont like the fact of the course being in nyp la.rawrr.1st week still quite slack.but our lecturer ytr said we will be dealing with cadevers during our practicals.(cadevers meaning dead bodies.)cool man.haha.ok.tts sick.i hope i dont puke.brings back memoriees of the horrible dissection of rat in sec 3.i think i like the psychology lecturer best.it seems the most lively.studying dead stuff juz aint my thing man...esp dead ppl.shudders.

anyway,i hope our claz will b a v bonded claz in time to come.but i can foresee that already.lol.my last week to enjoy b4 the honeymoon period is over.our seniors say that there is alot alot to study v soon.muz really work hard liao.cant be like in jc.damn.ALE KOH pls work hard!haha.

rawrrrr!

the 2 crazy ppl doing rubbish stuff.haha.i had training on monday and ting decided to meet me since she wana go eyebrow threading which was near my training grounds anyway.n tt crazy girl bought a huge toblerone.thanks.ppl were staring at us like we were psychos.i did my eyebrows too! whee!!! training was so tiring ytr.=((( Sham still said tt im fitter than some guys.thanks.i tink my stamina's decreasing.haha.i dont really like the fitness part of training.=( now im quite unsure whether to go for competition in june.it seems tt its too fast to prepare.hiaz.i dunno if im ready yet.besides i juz started this sport nt too long ago.i guess ill juz see how la.hope i can become fitter and better up till june.Coach is planning a bbq or fishing trip in indonesia or msia. really looking forward to it.=) someone's gonna teach me how to fish! haha.i bet i wont have the patience though.ill juz be the one waiting for the fish n then eating it.=p lol.

updates

havent been blogging for like zillions of years.haha.anw, ive decided to blog a little since i still dont have any work to do yet.=) class chalet was great.dunno wd happened to the rest of the guys.haha.shall not elaborate on the exotic movies we chose to watch there.haha.