Tuesday, May 1, 2007

emotional rollercoaster

i guess the past week has been an emotional rollercoaster for me.ive experienced like all kinds of stuff.ive finally come to my senses and decided to stop dwelling on the unhappy stuff.ive come to the realization of what u really are.wad kinda character u have.and so, y shd i make myself so unhappy? all i hafta do is to juz keep a distance n not be hurt.if tis is how u wanna treat me, i will treat u the same.im glad tt ive finally pinpointed y i felt so miserable and once i move myself away frm tis, everything seems so much better.i guess im still happy after all.i cant believe i got so upset over all this crap.

i gotta be independent and this is juz one of the challenges tt will help me learn to be more independent and less attached.life's like that.its either now or later.at least i learn now, i am more prepared later.its obstacles and tough times tt strengthens ur spirit and make u more mature.i wanna tell this to a fren i juz spoke to online as well.so cheer up dearie? all is not lost for u.i have faith in u and faith that God will make a way no matter what..

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