honestly din expect this frm chonglee.a pic of the girls n guys team wif dr rahman n ms suey during A division tournament tis yr.really touched when i gt a msg 2 meet her b4 the collecting of results.will nv forget what she's done for the team,gel-ling the team 2gether during matches n even trying so hard 2 make the team stay in contact even after all the competitions n stuff were over.ur dedication n friendship nv fail to faze me.a pity we didnt live up to standards despite her efforts...
anw,the darn-ded results day is over.been there,done that,gt over it.wtf.as expected.i didnt do too well.enough to qualify for uni bt with obviously dismal grades n definitely nt able 2 apply to the courses im interested in.fri was horrible.rollercoaster of emotions,n billions of thoughts bombarding my head regarding wad next. felt the immediate impulse 2 leave sch straight after everythin.sorry mingy didnt wait 4 u.aferall u came at 4 if im nt mistaken. fri was one helluva night.=( damn right it is. thanks to those who help me make tt night less miserable n on the contrary enjoyable.love u guys lots.always have.n always will.
congrats to all my friends who did well.u guys deserve it.=) esp my mj besties.wonderful times we had together.we r all moving on to a nxt phase in our lives.for ppl who didnt do as well, life goes on.setbacks make u stronger n tougher.juz strive hard towards our goal ok whichever it may be. i felt so fucked up after getting results n i thought tt relatives who r so keen 2 find out hw i did will juz scorn me n stuff.but heck.im wrong.i guess they do care about me after all. everyone was v nice n understanding offering practical advice.2 of whom teaching in the unis hav offered 2 help in applications n admissions as well.i do feel bloody inferior among my family on my dads side being the only non-rafflesian.n it sucks.wad with all the competitive n results-sch-education orientated adults.but my mum told me if i myself hav the selfconfidence n not look down on myself, no one else will or can.i will prove to them n myself tt i will do it n succeed in getting wad i want...
so...after much contemplation, ive decided 2 go ahead n retake the alevels examination once more since i will most likely nt get into the course i want.i see no point in taking smtg im nt interested in though ppl kp saying its juz a first degree.i intend 2 do sports science n medicine or other health science discipline so i shall juz work towards tt goal.signed up for a private college today.hope everything goes on fine n tt the teachers n system there is gd.although ill be going alone,i dun really care.dun intend to socialize much anyway. had a good talk with mr naresh today.=) juz msged him n he called immediately.hes one of the teachers tt really cares alot 4 students.disappointed in some others..mr naresh advised me on hw to go abt studying econs again.project alohas,drqs etc n oso said i can go find him back at mj to get feedback on essays n stuff.really glad to hav such a gd teacher.
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