Friday, February 23, 2007

updating...


ok.as promised 2 myself,i will update my blog.there's so much tt has happened tt i juz din feel like talking n stuff.everything's so sudden.so yea.sorry to all my close friends cause i didnt let u all noe tt my Dad passed away...i juz wanted 2 be alone during the grieving period.still,some ppl found out of their own accord n came.bt im nt angry la.in fact the contrary.haha.But anw, I've sorted out my feelings n gotten over it somewhat.life goes on no matter wad.lots of stuff to settle still.thru this time,ive learnt stuff abt the family n esp dad tt i nv knew b4 or more like was ignorant abt la.ironically,its times like this tt the family can become closer n more bonded.

Dad's in heaven and safely in God's arms now.He has fought the good fight,ran the gd race n kept the gd faith n im happy tt he's w/o suffering anymore.Really appreciate wad Pastor See n Mrs See has done for Dad n us.and thanks to relatives,NP colleagues n friends for all their support n help.its in times like this tt u know who really truly cares for u.so i tell myself to treasure these ppl n nt let them down.

its great tt we have many wonderful memories of Dad to cherish.but even better 2 noe tt he was a great man.His colleagues said although hes gone,he's left behind a legacy they will nv forget.They noe him as a kind superior who will take them out for lunches.Army friends know him as the camp commandant who will carry the weaker guys.Friends turn 2 him for any problems whatsover.As for the cultural society tt he joined despite my extreme displeasure, he will alwaz b remembered as a gd leader 2 his grp,motivating n inspiring them despite his sickness. Actually, i felt tt he spent so much time maintaining his social network circle outside. He cld have spent more time with us.=( But i noe he loves us alot la.i have alrdy forgave him despite being damn angry at first.He did try his best in communicating with us n stuff n i guess tts all tt matters now.

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